I'm trying to stay positive and not take things that happen personally but I am in a bad place today. My arm hurts; I had to pop some ibprofen today for it.... but really my feelings hurt more. I feel like bawling :( All I tried to do was help Mark feel better and he turned on me and bit me. The shocking thing for me is that as he bit me I thought " ok, here we go again...this hurts but it won't kill me ". Luckily, Jag was there and pulled him off of me. He had a rough night until he went to bed.....then...he got up and was fine this morning. I'm so confused... is this all pain?? Is this behavioral?? Or, as Jag thinks, a combo of both?? We've had such a good run this past year that I guess I got sucked into thinking all the bad times were behind us ( I know! I know! Stupid of me!! ).
I'm feeling sorry for myself today and I'll be ashamed about that later but for now...BOO HOO FOR FLOCKING ME!!!
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Oh - I'm so sorry to hear that. Remember what they said - it's part pain and probably, he's (re)learning some (stinky) new habits in all of this.
If it makes you feel any better, if he weren't Autistic, he might be getting bad grades and smoking pot. See - you're safe there! (I'm trying here....)
Bites suck -I'm sorry.
I`m sorry your having a rough day ,T.
Some days really do suck.
I think if you count each one of them and rate them,you probably have more okay days and good days.But....man do those rough ones stand out!
Mark is probably shifting gears on you. Pain ,new habits ,and maybe puberty coming along in full swing.
*Hugs*
Thanks Ladies. I just needed to vent and you guys allowed me to do that and gave me support too - what could be better?? After a few days to "heal", I am in a better frame of mind this am. I think Mark was trying to let us know how frustrating his pain is. At least that's my story and I'm sticking to it!
Oh man MM I am just getting caught up on the blogs today.
So sorry to hear about what happened.Sounds like Mark is going through something but the sucky part is not knowing exactly what that is.
I wish you could come hang with me on Saturday night .. throw a couple of strikes, have a couple 2,3 beers.(the old timers around here acutally say couple 2,3 as a regular form of speech so it wasn't a typo)
Seriously though I hope you can get to the root of it, or just as other phases come and go this one passes fast.
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